My Purpose

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Sunday 21 October 2012


Cool Soft

The breath blown from your blinking winter eyes
Cools my flushed cheeks

I remember I said to myself remember this day
This whispering pulse reminds me
That I am still alive
That you are still alive

Gently calm me down
Chill my head with a crystal crown
My skin in hot
My flesh is on fire
Only your water can wash over me
On my knees I will be
As the waves move in a rolling embrace
I will feel your white lightface

Invite repair
Invite my child back to me

Beckoning is your soft touch
And all of a sudden life is alive
I need what I need
But dare I let that wait?
I want to hide in your soft arms

Break the distance
Shatter the miles
I reach out with my short arms
You reach me

Your soft arms.

Wednesday 19 September 2012

Standing Burnt forest (fire)


Standing Burnt forest (fire)

Like a lighter lighting ‘ match
Do it
Flick it in slow-motion at
The full forest floor poor trees
Blitz itz bones
Blistering simmering sin bliss

Snake slitherin’
Rustling leaves leaves no trace
Blackened paths at every turn
Fired furs murmurs of last lost past glory burn
Sad story
Our son
Arson 

Tuesday 10 July 2012


Rest, it is cold

Let me stay here for a while
I promise I will come out
All anew
I’m just shedding my skin
Hibernating in the winter
Give me some time
I am repairing, transforming, preparing
For everything that will come
My way
I promise I will come out
All anew
Let me sleep, I am tired
Let me sleep, I need to rest

Wednesday 4 July 2012


Alicanda

I have to smash a window
To get out
And finally for goodness sake
I reach the garden
“I beg your pardon”
And the sitcom completes its circuit
With I finding time finally to laugh
After all
Then I smash another window
To see tulips smiling at me
No one can chase me
The looking glass lies
Shattered
None of it ever mattered

Wednesday 6 June 2012


Games with Friends

There’s never enough time
But there is time
And yes you can
And no he can’t
And that is all
*Curtain closes
Then we laugh

Sunday 3 June 2012


Wind Where Will I Go?

Window opened wind blew me away
Took me to a mountain snow topped
I had never met snow before
So I thanked wind
It told me to be quick
For I had many places to go
I rolled in the frozen water
And my laughter echoed through the mountains, shaking the world
Then the wind blew me on
Wind where will I go next?